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No Woman, No Wailing!

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“Many daughters have done virtuously, but thou excellest them all.”  Proverbs 31:29 KJV

I was sitting in my favorite coffee shop this morning, eating a special breakfast (the cook told me he was in a good mood and it showed in my sandwich) as I communed with my maker. I was waiting for my direction for the day, when I heard Bob Marley’s ‘No woman, No cry’ crooning in the overhead speaker. Then it hit me, something I have known most of my life, something I had experienced a lot of times and something that if anyone dared write about it; it would be me…

I am every woman; plus some…mm hmm. God made me a woman, in fact, everything that he expects from a woman he has deposited in me. I was created by the Almighty to be a ‘she’,I was born a female, ‘I was born this way‘. But I have to agree that my gender has done about as much damage, as they should have been used to: ‘rebuild the waste places’.

We have rendered our own children fatherless and confused, by insisting on our way and selfish desires regardless of God’s way and letting nature take its course. We have set up the younger generation for abuse, by exposing them to the predator without godly and survival skills. Then we strut our stuff, and help them (the other gender) fall into a deep dark pit. From the bite into the forbidden apple to the taste of the destructive potion, the woman has had some share of the guilty verdict. But I must say the most devastating role abdicated by the female on this earth, is that of nurturing and care. You have to agree, that by the time the woman pushes away empty and desperate hands and lives, we are in for the apocalypse. The symbol of nurture and compassion becomes the symbol of greed, wickedness and dispassionate decisions.

Only by the true fear of God, shall a woman rightfully and powerfully fulfill her God-given role on earth and in this side of eternity. Only by truly being clothed in Christ’s righteousness, can she effectively carry out His desires here on earth. Is perfection expected from her? Or is she to be responsible for all ills in society? Absolutely not! But somethings, she cannot be a partaker of ( Example snatching sustenance from the hand of the needy to prove power and position); especially while bearing the title of a mother or a clergy person. Lord have mercy on us all.

I will conclude with this personal story as always (yet you will never really figure me out)! I have an aunt (my mother’s cousin), who lives in the tri-state area and doing quite well for herself and family. We used to be very close, until she insisted I practice ‘medicine’ and marry a blind date set up by her; so she would see me attain to the position I was supposed to be in life. Don’t think evil of her, introductions and resulting insistence is a cultural thing for her. Anyway, while we were close, I enjoyed hanging at her million dollar home with her and her family. She enjoyed having me around and I loved watching her soap-like lifestyle. She was a professional, who could ‘keep house’ like no other and still have time to spare for family. All her four kids attended Ivy league colleges and wondered what the fuss was all about – no big deal they thought. The local t.v. station had once featured her family on a program about ‘success in America’. I thought my aunt was cool, and more so because she was there for me like a mother would be.

One day I asked her why she cared and did so much for me, since we only hooked up now that I was an adult. How did she learn to love me so thoroughly in so short a time. I was not really expecting a line from a Shakespeare poem but what she told me blew me away and got me to re-think certain cause of actions in my life. She simply said everything she knew and had learned, she learned from my very beautiful, kind and smart mother 🙂. She is where she is today because of the big-break and opportunity my mother gave her in life. She said at some point, she lived with her (my mother) in the city, when she had no where else to go. Wow! my very cool aunt was a result of my mothers benevolence and tutelage. (See Inherent Inheritance)

Need I say more girls; keep jockeying for position and power, Keep abusing young attractive women as if they are the cause of your insecurities and misery, keep hurting and harming the neighborhood as you propel your insignificant self to fake and limited limelight. Soon it will come crashing down as you find out you left a legacy of debt, contempt and people’s hurt feelings to your offspring. In today’s newspaper, Late Princess Diana; in all her universally agreed beauty, gait, class and well deserved position was remembered and portrayed most for her empathy and passionate desire to help the less fortunate all over the world. We would have been happy watching her beautiful self carry out her princess role; but to think that she was kind and sweet too.

That song I mentioned in the beginning, did end by saying: “Everything is gonna be alright”. I am glad the singer figured that out. We pray that God protect us from this woman and her tirade, and remove her from her latest project, because she intends to cause a lot of harm.

“Even as I have seen, they that plow iniquity and sow wickedness, reap the same.” Job 4:8

PS: Warningly dedicated to those women that due to their insecurities, misery and sheer greed did me and others ‘like me’ a lot of harm and injustice ‘in the house’ and are still doing.

Behold the Woman…

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“For she hath cast down many wounded: yea, many strong men have been slain by her.”  Proverbs 7:26 KJV

It is often said that ‘behind every successful man is a woman’. It could be his mother, wife, secretary etc. On that note, we may well venture to say that ‘behind every disgraced and fallen man is also a woman;’ howbeit, insecure,angry, power-hungry and what have you. Based on what I have seen (even in my family), I do feel sorry for the men concerning this issue. Some women  are so stuffed-up with their power prone agenda, you wonder if they were ever capable of love. Do not get me wrong, I am all for successful, strong and confident women ( I have been described with one or two of those words). Is that not part of the reason we are trained and educated? But unfortunately, strong and confident should not translate to greed, wickedness and undeserved power craving and grabbing. It is the quickest way for a woman to render herself: unattractive, irritating and unlikable. When I say unlikable, I am not talking about jealous haters who though craving other people,s blessings, look for a reason to spite them so they can feel good about themselves. When you are so unlikable, you have nothing going for you. Not your interesting personality, not your ‘drop-dead’ gorgeous appearance, not your kind and generous outlook in life and definitely not your considerable investment in other people’s life. You stand desolate, spiritually and physically disfigured and as if that is not enough this woman expects the support of the people she cares nothing about.

How does such a devious and wicked woman come about. It is when she does not go to Christ for her healing and self validation. When she does not humbly empty herself and insecurities to Him so that He can cleanse and fill her with the acceptance only Him can give; along with the fruit of the Spirit and all that she would ever need to function and survive in this world. People claim to know and serve the Lord and work for Him with their ill-gotten titles. But the main thing about Christ’s ministry which is freedom and discovering who you are in Him, they do not embrace. They work for Him but do not know Him. What the world did not give them status and recognition wise, because of their angry and defeated disposition, they want to grab it forcefully and deceitfully from the church. Notttttt!!! Every unkind and devastating blow they have administered, comes back to haunt them (like this article) and is noticeable etched in their faces and fake specimen of what a smile is supposed to be.

In Proverbs 31, King Lemuel warns the man who would fall prey to this evil entity that calls itself a woman in the house of God. “Give not thy strength to women nor thy ways which destroyeth kings” Verse 3. That is inevitable, unless the man finds a ‘virtuous woman, whose price is above rubies; and with whom he can entrust his heart. This woman we have beheld is not so:

She does evil to her man at the detriment of his own soul. She does not work with her hands, she just takes down what other people achieved and makes it seem like hers. She rises when it is still dark to devise evil. She does not stretch out her hands to the poor, and instead uses them to feed her contrived and selfish person. Her children and husband can not arise to call her blessed, because that would be a huge lie and a mighty fraud. Her children will soon hide in shame (unfortunately) as it is revealed what preposterous deed this woman has cooked.

“Behold the mean, wicked, schemeing, unkind and unhelpful woman…

Heavenly or High Places

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“And has raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus.”  Ephesians 2:6

“For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.”  Ephesians 6:12

Where are you seated today beloved? If you are with Christ, have accepted his invitation of Salvation and are working it out with all sincerity, In Spirit and in Truth; then you are invited to sit in Heavenly places in Christ Jesus. A place above reproach and condemnation because of the finished work of Calvary. A place in which, though we are weak, we are made strong by Christ’s advocacy on our behalf.

To sit in ‘high places’, means to snuggle and carouse with darkness. It is a place where death, pain and destruction reign supreme. It is constantly dishing out condemnation and hopelessness. That place exists between a place of depravity and utter failure. It is hellish and devastating. Though for a season it may seem pleasurable,  the end of ‘high place’ will leave behind an empty shell of a soul.

At the Palace (Buckingham)

Seated in Heavenly Places

You have an invitation to the heavenly places with Christ today. It is a place of abundant life and victory. Choose life today and live free of the cumbersome weight of sin!!!


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Another one bites the dust… the plague that keeps destroying. Blah, blah, blah.  LORD I am tired. Is this a product of the ‘closet’ or the ‘club’. People in glass houses should not throw stones. As you can tell by now I give as good as I get. I am not a good candidate for abuse. I was lying dormant praying for even my worst enemy when ‘people’ started hurling insults on top of the injuries they had caused already. I promise you cannot handle what I have had to put up with, so enough with the innuendos. 

About three hundred people believe the ‘hogwash’ speech was coached and scripted. In this day and age, maybe those people wheeling their bibles around  should be complimented as opposing to those who don’t know where theirs is or who just quote scriptures as a cover-up to their ‘special’ on the side activities. Call me self-righteous all you want, but you would be very wrong because if I was, I would have turned the other cheek.  I wonder who is this person that keeps giving and who is the one hurt 

Gloating Giants

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“And the Philistines said, I defy the armies of Israel this day; give me a man, that we may fight together.” 1 Samuel 17:10

For about forty days and night, Goliath taunted the children of Israel. He stood on a mountain on one side and the Israel army stood on a mountain on the other side. In between the two opponents was a valley. That means for any one to take on the ranting giant, they would have to descend into the valley to get to the other side. A valley experience, was never a good thing. Its stripping, its humbling, discouraging and can be downright humiliating. Not only was the challenge daunting, the experience to the challenge was just as horrifying. So no one in the camp of Israel moved.

“When Saul and all Israel heard those words of the Philistine, they were dismayed, and greatly afraid.”  1 Samuel 17:11

Fear had gripped the camp, and no one could move; and rightfully so. Goliath’s staff alone the scripture said weighed like a weavers beam. It was intimidating to look at the whole scenario. David was the eight son of Jesse the Ephraimite. His three first sons were already a part of Saul’s army. On one of those battle days, Jesse would send David to the war camp with some food for his brothers. And as he gave them the food and talked with them, the bible says Goliath started his perpetual rant again. And as soon as he started here is what happened.

“And all the men of Israel, when they saw the man, fled from him, and were sore afraid.” 1 Samuel 17:24

David having observed the whole situation, inquired into the battle and the reward for felling the monster. After word got to Saul, that there was a contender on their side ready to take on the giant, he consented and sent him in. Now here is the main reason the Lord had me write this: it says Jesse’s eldest son Eliab began to undermine and accuse David.

“And Eliab his eldest brother heard when he spake unto the men; and Eliab’s anger was kindled against David, and he said, why comest thou  down hither? And with whom has thou left those few sheep in the wilderness? I know thy pride, and the naughtiness of thine heart; for thou hast come down that thou mightest see the battle. And David said, what have I done? Is there not a cause?  1 Samuel 17:28-29

Eliab was livid at the nerve of David. He missed the miracle of the moment, how God chooses the foolish and base things of the world to confound the wise. The thought that his baby brother will get any attention as he volunteered for what scared the grown men was too much for him to bear, so he degraded and berated David. And practically shooed him back to the wilderness. So here God was telling someone; I am getting ready to pull you out of that wilderness I put you in, so that I could train you and use you. But the religious was sending the person right back for another round of wilderness roaming. God had trained David for such a time as this, while Eliab hung out on the mountain feeling good about himself as the giant defiled the name of a holy God.

Later David armed primarily with the leading of the Holy Spirit, will head out bravely into the battle for the ‘souls of men and the glory of the Lord.’ He won the battle without the trappings of wealth and title and here is his biblical account of the experience.

“And David said to Saul, let no man’s heart fail because of him, your servant will go and fight with this the philistine. And Saul said to David, thou art not able to go against the philistine to fight with him: for thou art but a youth, and he  a man of war from his youth. And David said to Saul, thy servant kept his father’s sheep, and there came a lion, and came a bear, and took a lamb out of the flock. And I went out after him and smote him and delivered it out of his mouth. And when he rose against me, I caught him by his beard and smote him and slew him. Thy servant slew both the lion and the bear: and this uncircumcised philistine shall be as one of them, seeing he has defiled the armies of the living God. David said moreover, the Lord that delivered me out of the paw of the lion and the paw of the bear, he will deliver me out of the hand of the philistine. And Saul said unto David, go, and the Lord will be with thee.”

We know how it ends, Goliath is slain from ‘his high places,’ David is honored, the people are free and the Lord God of Israel is glorified. We never actually hear about Eliab the ‘enforcer’ anymore, or do we? God had prepared the forgotten youth in the wilderness, and at the appointed time, amidst the taunt and ridicule he arose to fulfill his God given role.

Say what???

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My soon-to-be-husband just gave me these quotes for the day, I don’t know where he got it from but he had this mischievous grin on his face and a chilling resolve that seemed to envelope his six feet eight inches frame. Here goes:

“It takes one self-righteous person to know the other.”

“Don’t dish out to others what you cannot handle when it is dished to you.”

“Unstable and insecure people are the most self-centered and proud you could ever meet not the other way round.”

“The people raving mad when you talk about sexual immorality, could it be that they have something to hide?”

When I asked him what it meant; he just said “I got your back…”

What else can I say, I concur and I thank God for this truly godly specimen (not the perverse impostors we see now), and His blessing that is all mine.

Sound off…

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For the records, I really don’t care what any aloof stranger thinks or says about me. Call me a railing lunatic, a controversial and selfrighteous prude. I am still unmoved by their words and display.  I know the power players just ostracized me in the name of Jesus, that is okay too. But their power is small compared to Jesus’. I was never preaching to anyone, I do not have the time. I know what I saw, I know what happened to me, and I know what is still happening. You probably think it is not affecting you, but by the time you realize you were hitting the wrong person, it will be too late for you. I for sure definitely know what it felt like to go through what I went through. If you were not bearing my burden with me, then you are absolutely of no consequence to me. And I am not worried, because in a minute the LORD will re-introduce Himself like most people tend to do these days. So I hope no body feels like I expect or hope for anything from them. Nobody needs to prove anything or insult me, I belong with a different league that have the spirit of Phinehas and of course you see how God blessed him and his descendants. And anybody that matters to me right now, is in agreement with the Lord and what he is doing radically. I have been gravely, assaulted, wounded and violated and some people think I am over-reacting. The Lord will decide that very soon. And I am not done speaking, I bet you guys would be speaking too if you were me.

I also wish every one well in their endeavors. As I venture out with mine. I have no time for redundancy and devious activities. There are some wonderful people in my life whom I need to catch up and move on with. I need to get going; so much to do see and enjoy with the people closest and dearest to me and so much time has been wasted already observing perversion and confusion. Confusion is not of God, and it is certainly not my portion. I am not in the business of sexual perversion (no human being should be), that is not my track record. I feel sorry for all the people that thought they could trap me. Not only were they impostors, but they did not even have what it takes – all of them.I found myself almost tainted by some tangled conundrum. I was almost blindsided. I know our parts are not likely to cross, since you have a different destination than me. I am virtually sick to my stomach right now. I feel so sorry for all of you.

PS: As for my ‘decade plus’/life long attacker, I don’t know what to call you at this point ‘Legion?’ I know you feel like gloating and victorious right about now that you have garnered unlikely followers, but you must also know that the LORD always has the last laugh and I am the LORD”S… Your days are still numbered, and I will keep telling what I know you did and what I went through as I remain on my knees specially for you. Some people may call it selfrighteousness and you pretend to call it condemnation, but it is alright they are about to experience your wrath, and I will see how well they will fare. But then they could not really have survived it if you took them on like you took me on, even with the abundant supply of God’s grace. I will be prostrate at the foot of the throne of God until the day you and your people are judged. There is one point of correction in which I do owe you an apology, you did not take my family members from me they should never have succumbed to your deception. They all acted on what was already in them and their free will, that is why this entry is dedicated to their send off. Now that I know who you are, what you do, how you do it and why, your attacks both spiritual and otherwise will instantly backfire right back at you. It is written; “the LORD rebuke you Satan…”

PS: See ‘Good Riddance’

Irredeemable and Incorrigible Impostor (Revisited)

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“For false Christs and false prophets shall rise, and shall shew signs and wonders, to seduce, if it were possible, even the elect.”  Mark 13:22

We are practically on the last lap of this journey before Christ comes. If you still have doubts, then I guess you have not encountered any blatant performance by a ‘false Christ’. They quote and seemingly preach the word. They even have the nerve to claim promises that God has reserved for the upright. I shudder at the very thought of this in your face deception. No wonder Christ said to us in the word of God, by their fruits you shall know them. He did not say by their rants, manipulation and productions, Christ said by their fruits. Is it possible that a servant of Christ has discreetly for years on end promoted, supported and endorsed immorality. They seemingly rail against it, but they practice it, and set up their subordinates to fall for it and be entangled by it now they are perverse and ripe for judgement. That is the fastest way to internally tear down the house and people of God.

Should someone who claims to be of Christ, incessantly pursue and attempt to destroy the life of people because they are sincerely serving God. Is it of Christ to steal, kill and destroy. Is it godlike to constantly gouge on the funds reserved for the greater work of Christ. Are we building the Church or the mob. How godly is a heartless, ruthless, immoral perpetrator of darkness. Someone who rules by intimidation, manipulation and destruction. Someone or might I say an entity (demonic) that is bothered by anointed worship though they pretend to write songs or to sing to God. Look around them, is their family providing what they demand from others. They are now gloating on another man’s hard work, though they were plucked from obscurity. They are riding on the perceived and unassuming accolades of the deceived as they protect their perverse ways.

Their very presence in that building has brought a darkness and heaviness upon the house. They seat like Herod sat and rule in evil deeds, perversion and wickedness. People have been lulled into a stupor as this entity drains them and prepares them for destruction. The promise in Psalm 112 was reserved for the upright. It blesses the man that fears the Lord and carries out His commandment. The seed of the righteous and the upright, will be mighty on the earth not the seed of the devilish, perverse and the wicked. Legion has been let loose in our midst and for this it has prepared for seventeen years. My people do cry out to the most high God! These people or creatures are heartless, they are without feelings ( the only feeling you can get from them, is a rage against the godly). But thanks be to the most High God, Legion is bound for self destruction now.

Here are a few heads up as to the translation of certain deeds: The collection of personal information and addresses from volunteers, is for fraudulent and invasive uses. The key players with money will be conveniently out of touch with family issues and ministry trips should a need for auditing arise. Funds are being embezzled and relocated to the ends of the earth literary, e.g Asia. Since Legion a.k.a ‘rural rogue’ has been released to its final showdown this season, I would like to pray for the people that are surrounded and exposed to this abomination. Every single life around this thing except for bleached bumpkin is game and could be hurt by that impostor.

PS: Dear reader, I guess you are wondering what has been going on lately. Well bear with me as the word of God sniffs out some very bad people who have done some very bad things and they are not repentant nor are they stopping. They caused me a lot of pain for nearly twenty years, and today I am committed to their being exposed so they don’t keep destroying people’s lives like they have been doing.

Update: What ‘godly hoary head was lambasted’ 12/11/11. Oh Lord my God how excellent is Your Name; but how long must we endure demonic oppression your Majesty?

“Now about that time, Herod the king stretched forth his hands, to vex certain of the church.” Acts 12:1

Pretty Please Pray…

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Top of the morning to you my people and well a warning from the Most High to the people stalking me. I felt I should update the world on the status of my well-being should they come to care at some point while I am still alive. Remember the rural rogue that has been on my case for some years now. Well I just found out that he was the one that wiped out my credit about three years ago, and he and his accomplices have also been interrupting my mail. I used to get; at least 10 pieces of mail between junk and the real thing.  But I have not gotten any piece in four months. I never even received my birthday cards. I am very concerned about the people I speak to on the street in the store, I just don’t want any of them hurt or abused. They may not be able to handle the pressure like I have been blessed to do.This network is large and spread out, and it might be a threat to the city or maybe the nation.

Sorry I did not have some cheery news, this is what it is. This is what I am going through. I remember a dream that I had a couple of years ago, I still remember the key people in the dream. ‘That evil man’ was there in that dream, you know how I used to diligently pray for him and his family (that is why he has lasted this long) I reverse all that prayer in Jesus Name, he is without redemption. In the dream I thought he was in danger as the building exploded and burned, and I ran towards him shouting for people to help him and get him out. But he just turned and gave me a condescending smirk, and walked away with a guy that had (I won’t say now)… For years I thought he might be in danger and I felt sorry for him as I prayed and asked God to protect him and his family (see ‘Answered Prayer..?”)  but now I know HE IS THE DANGER! So who will be burning and what building is that? I am getting goose bumps my people… SHALOM!

Inherent or Insidious Inheritance

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“A good name is better than precious ointment, and the day of death than the day of one’s birth;” Ecclesiastes 7:1 NKJV

I remember my first job; it was working as a receptionist in one of my father’s hospitals. I was fifteen, was finished with high school and waiting to leave for college. Dad wanted me to learn some basic work ethics, and get a hands on feel of the hospital environment since I was eventually headed to medical school. I on the other hand was just happy to be on Dad’s payroll and in his face. I wasn’t lacking for anything, just learning to be resourceful.

I remember coming in late the first day of work, when all I had to do was walk about fifty feet from my house to the job. My daddy was already there waiting for me. He gave me that ‘I am counting on you’ look. I was mortified to say the least, as I fumbled with the tangled phone cord and grinned sheepishly. I was very close with my dad, (he asked God for a little version of my mother immediately after their wedding).  We shared a very special bond that could not be duplicated or destroyed,  and I knew he would give me the moon if he could; but I had to protect his interest by being at work on time. He was a very hardworking man with an integrity second to none. As a Proprietor/Director of his own slew of medical facilities, he had to maintain a high standard of occupational ethic. Nothing was really handed down to him, he worked his way real hard to the top. And he wanted to instill that in his children; hard work, humility and an inclination to helps.

I remember sitting at that reception desk and wondering sometime if this was still a Nationally Accredited Medical Hospital or a charity. Dad’s patients ranged from the very well to do, dignitaries and the desperately poor. The desperately poor always insisted on seeing him even with other hired doctors on the premises. They knew dad would never turn them away, and he lived up to that. They would get treated and even get their drugs dispensed at the on-site pharmacy for what they could afford or if necessary for free. Dad was not being reimbursed by any insurance money, it was all bought, built and paid for by God’s favor on his sweat and tears. He took the ‘Hippocratic Oath’ (modern version) a step further, he could not live with himself knowing someone was turned away from help because they did not have any money.

Dad had Medical Doctors and their families relocate to his country (from as distant as the continent of Asia) and refuse to go back when their contract was over, because of how well he took care of them. Time will not allow me to mention the amount of relatives and family friends he took under his wings (literally) housed, clothed, fed and gave an education etc. I did not realize the extent of his influence until he died. His funeral had them bused in, flown in maybe some who could not afford the fine caravans rode in on camels I don’t know: but come they did. I did his obituary, but it fell short of who he really was and what he really did. You see he was so humble, the left hand had no clue what the right hand was doing. I had underestimated my very humble (who once was invited to a Medical Conference in Buckingham Palace), very godly (passionately loved Christ) and very giving dad. I wish I had been more prepared. So I just loved on those well wishers and sojourners, who like the one leper came back to say thank you. The man’s death was indeed greater than his birth!

With all due respect to my dear friends whose fathers may have been absent or abusive to them. May the Almighty God who is constantly the Father to the fatherless bring you comfort. To the rest of us who saw a bit of our fathers, what legacy is he leaving for you? That of wounded warriors which he shot as they diligently fought for what was right, or could it be a legacy of tears mingled with bile in the churned stomachs of the poor (façade Institutions mean nothing). Let us see, maybe it is that of greed and ingratitude to the ones that paved a way for them to grouse in. Does the legacy they leave you involve other people’s rightful stuff, because if it does then that is not provision for family that is usurping. Is your father a beacon of hope or a symbol of anguish for those whose lives crossed his. Are other kids wishing they had a father like yours, or are they wishing they never met yours…

“Learn to do good; seek justice; rebuke the oppressor; defend the fatherless, plead for the widow.”  Isaiah 1:17 NKJV

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